So. Ive been absent for a while again while I worked on trying to accept myself. Everything seemed to be going well for quite a while... But things always take a turn and make me feel like shit.
Ive made friends at work. Two people on particular I was close to, I had a Week off on leave for my birthday and when I came back they're being "different" with me.
I've always kept their confidence and been there for them, and now the connection just isn't there anymore. It's bringing me down a bit.
I'm trying to have the mindset of, other people don't validate your happiness, you need to be happy with yourself first.
But this is really bothering me.
It's making me feel a bit shitty if I'm honest.
Ive made friends at work. Two people on particular I was close to, I had a Week off on leave for my birthday and when I came back they're being "different" with me.
I've always kept their confidence and been there for them, and now the connection just isn't there anymore. It's bringing me down a bit.
I'm trying to have the mindset of, other people don't validate your happiness, you need to be happy with yourself first.
But this is really bothering me.
It's making me feel a bit shitty if I'm honest.
Anna xx
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