So recently I seem to have hit a real sticking point. Despite trying to lose weight (I wanted to lose 14lbs this month - which is more than attainable for me at my current weight) I have actually gained 0.6lbs!!!
I feel sick. Not because I want to lose so much weight, but because I actually haven't lost anything. I feel like a fraud, a failure.
August will be different! I will not have a repeat of this shit show!
I want people to look at me and be shocked! I want to feel comfortable. I don't right now :(