Having a ball at the moment - absolutely loving life, which is mainly down to that high you get when you're succeeding in restricting and also the pain meds have kicked in.
Weight 252.
(-2.8lbs)
Happy days.
At least its going the right way, I have managed 2/3 days to the gym this week, my muscles ache but I like it.
I have been mainly struggling recently with binging on a night, hopefully I can snap out of that, the little victories I have had the last few nights, have been that I have not binged :) WTF. I have eaten small measured portions of the things I would usually binge on ( candy / chocolate and pastries). I am proud of that, I am going to start posting my binges on my blog and PAO.
How is everyone, I am feeling strong and powerful right now. Though that will change when I am sat on my own tonight, I am sure I will soon resort to my usually afraid and down state.
This account is Pro Ana, this means that I do not wish to recover at the moment. Not Pro Anorexia - EDs are life limiting illnesses!!
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