I am really quite distressed today. Ive been restricting
properly for well over a week and my weight is still not shifting. This isn’t like
me at all. My body is broken!! I am not taking any supplements, just Aquaban
and Adios Max. So there are no hidden calories there. I had a bit of a binge on
cookies last night, but that can’t account for 1.6lbs…!!!! What is going on
with my body…. I set myself a target of losing 18lbs by January 1st,
that is easily attainable for me, as I am at a higher weight. But this is a joke.
I cant even get below 275lbs… what the hell?
This is starting to really bother me, I don’t like being
fat, I don’t want to be fat. I am eating most days around 700cals and I am
GAINING weight?? How is that even possible?
I give up trying to understand my body. Genuinely!!
At the moment I feel trapped inside my own body. Like I can’t
breathe or concentrate on anything else… I hate feeling this way!!
I need a cig!!
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