I wish… I really do… Today is a hard one for me. I have been
awake since 2:30am, I woke with crippling stomach pains and ended up sitting on
the loo for about half an hour. After 3 days of constipation, I ended up with
the runs so bad. The worst part is I am sat there thinking, well this should
give me a good weight loss in the morning.
I started my weekend on Friday night by popping over to a
friends and drinking a bottle of wine with her. I realised when I returned home
around 9pm I had not eaten? Awesome, right? Wrong. I ended up binging when my
BF ordered a take out. Saturday/Sunday I barely left the house, I played solid
computer games. My stomach bloated, I didn’t want to eat much as I was so
backed up.
Well that changed overnight, I have been avoiding using Lax
as I don’t want to slip into that routine again, it took me forever to get my
BM back into a regular pattern after last time. Anyway 2:30am, I woke with
spasms and pain in my lower abdomen, painful to the point I almost vomited, and
almost cried.
So this morning when my alarm went off I was exhausted. So
sooo tired. It is also freezing!! Like mega cold, it is well and truly winter
now!!
I have signed up to The Biggest Loser Challenge on a forum I
visit. I am looking forward to kick-starting my weight loss again and I am
using this challenge to do just that. I am in the Obese 2 (Morbidly Obese
category) I am disgusted with myself. I took some photos yesterday that show me
at 278.2lbs, My HW is 293…. So about 15lbs heavier. I don’t feel able to share
them because I am so ashamed L
The next weigh in for the challenge is
this Sunday.
My plan for today is to have a Fluids day, so hot drinks,
cold drinks and soup. No chewable food will pass my lips.
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