August 20th

CW: 260

So I'm feeling pretty low today. I've been doing really well and I've hit 260, but I am just kind of hovering here now.

I keep binging, which is exactly what has got me in this mess to start with. I have some vacation days coming up. So hopefully I'll find it easy enough to avoid food, though usually it's the opposite and I struggle more.

I want to get a lot of activity in these next few weeks and do some firsts with my daughter.

Maybe even take her swimming, if I can cope with a costume.

binge number 1

So after days of behaving and staying in control of my urges to binge... last night I fell off the wagon. I think all in all I ate around 2000 calories worth of food yesterday but it feels like more... I wanna say 3000 to be on the safe side, but there is no way I ate that much.

Just found out the forum I used to mod/admin has been resurrected! I genuinely can’t wait to see how it does. I have missed my community there.

I need to measure. I’ll measure today: then gym again tomorrow. I’m thinking of getting there even earlier.