moving on

So. I need a place to live. I'm not willing to live my life just cruising by being walked over by others any more. 

I don't want my daughter to grow up thinking it is okay to be treated like a doormat, I want her to grow up knowing her worth and not settling for anything less than she deserves. 

The best way I can do that is to lead by example. 

changes

I'm going through a pretty hard time right now. Fighting with my inner self over feelings of worthlessness and general being down. 

I'm doubting my ability to do things. 

But I'm not willing to just lie back and go through life anymore. I want more for me and my baby. I need more. 

Update

234.9

I'm 9.9lbs from my next GW.

I'm going through a lot right now, but I feel so much stronger in myself. I have to do this for my child and me